Being Sick Sucks!

Well the title says it all. I have been sick for going on a week now...I hate being sick! Its hard for me to breath, my throat hurts, I feel like I could fall asleep at the drop of a hat, and I cant sleep all night. THIS TOTALLY SUCKS!

To my friends....

The first thing I want to say is that I'm sorry. I'm sorry for not being there for all of you. I know that I have neglected some of my friends..not on purpose but I have. I feel horrible for it. I really dont know what has been going on with me. I havent really wanted to leave my house or hang out lately. I do get out and hang out with some but i really have to force myself to do it.

I'm really hoping that by me starting to work out and eat right that I will be back to the old me. The me that didnt blow off friends. That was here for everyone.

I want to thank all of you for sticking by me. It really helps knowing that just because I need time to work on me that you arent leaving me.

A good one for a change.

I am so happy I have decided to do a life change. I am traking all my calorie intake and my excersie. We have gone on a bike ride for the past 2 days in a row. That is a big thing for me because usally I will go one day and then the next be like naw i dont wanna go. I am hoping to keep this up and go for a bike ride everyday. I also went for a walk last night and i felt great afterwards. There are things that I still need to work on..like my eating habits and my sleeping patterns. But if I can get excersise in everyday then I can add something else to the routine. I am starting to eat better...but I could put more effort into it. Just with the two days I can tell that I am a little happier and defintatly more happy to be around those I love.